Tarot

	how you feel about yourself now (The High Priestess) You are very aware of the feminine power within, intuitive and conscious at a spiritual level, looking for guidance and answers, a secret to be revealed. You desire a wise guide to help address your questions, and your intuition is just that. If you are male the appearance of The High Priestess can represent a woman who you care for very much and who truly inspires you.
	what you most want at this moment (The Lovers) The cards suggest yofish, that what you most want at this time is to know what choice to make - carry on as you are or take a risk? The risk offers excitement and change and staying as you are .... Well you know what that has to offer. Dare to love, dare to live?
	your fears (The Tower) You are afraid your world is falling apart, you're experiencing sudden changes and disruption and you don’t quite know what to do. Perhaps subconsciously you’ve wanted a solution to an issue but didn’t quite expect things to have turned out as they have. Use this change as an opportunity for a new beginning. If you have been planning to move home you will be experiencing setbacks.
	what is going for you (Justice) There is a karmic power to the Justice card, reward for the good deeds you have done in the past. This is a period of good luck even if you don’t know why you are being so favoured. You will approach any issues concerning relationships or business affairs with calm, balanced logic and any claim will go in your favour.
	what is going against you (The Devil) It's like you’re in a drug-induced haze - it feels great and always leaves you wanting more. This is addiction pure and simple, whether it's an obsessive sexual relationship, money deals that are too good to be true, materialism at any cost or recreational drugs. Take care - it won’t lead to a happy ending.
	outcome　 (The Hierophant) Help is at hand. If you want wise counsel and moral guidance put your trust in someone you have a lot of respect for. Don’t allow others to influence you too much with what they want you to conform to, be true to yourself. When considering your options go with tried and tested traditional values, rather than the unconventional novel approach. For example marriage is more likely to be your desire than a living together situation.

spore

so i was reading Steven Johnson's blog who recently wrote a book called everything bad is good for you, or something. ok fine. he was talking about gaming on jon stewart's daily show. so he mentioned the new game Spore, whose demo video me and another supposed-to-be-mugging soul wasted about half an hour watching. it's the coolest thing you can find on earth. take a look.

thus begins life

started sunday jun 4.
miscellaneous flower seeds. half sewn outside our apartment around the patio. half being observed in my transparent cubic jelly bean box that says "happiest homecoming on earth - 50th anniversary, disney", on a layer of wet cotton, covered with another.

today, june 7.
In the box
most of the bigger seeds are soaked. seedcoat start to split open. embryos visible. radicals out of several.

i feel like an elementary sch kid again :)