friendship day was fun. so got a rose from the guys justs like last year. and the rose was pretty.. thx :)

flunked cell bio. ate nothing. swam 750 meters today. ah life sucks.

for the first time, i envy those kids born in a country other than their parents'. they are so lifted from their cultural space. they don't have a history because they are not obliged to know any. they thus shed all burdens, which come penetrating into me from my place, my people, my history. i used to think of myself as being fortunate for the exact same reason, but now i don't any more. i envy them instead.

then this thing about cultural and socio-historical niche. i feel that this is what holds me back. nationalism and ethnicity. both hold me back from being completely freed into general objectivity. i cannot shake off prejudices and preoccupations because i was born and have been living with them. continue to fall into the trap of relativism. continue to discriminate. continue to be a hypocrite.

but i try very hard... :(

check server

My New Adium

the sunset is so nice

that i feel compelled to post this picture once again. oh geisel.